Real commitment

In the past few weeks since receiving Amrit it has become clear to me that I have entered a relationship. A deep, Infinite relationship with my Soul, my Guru and through that, with ALL THAT IS. And I have come to realize that since I entered this relatioship, I will never be let go. For one, my Kara reminds me that I'm handcuffed to Bliss. But more than that, Sangat has become the cornerstone of my life. In the company of beloved souls my heart opens wide in prayer and chanting and I laugh and cry and am lost in devotion. And I realize how loved I am. How loved we all are. I also realize that all my dealings from Amrit onward are made through the Guru. I relate to the world through the Guru, to myself through the Guru - I give everything up to GuruJi. I tried to intellectualize it for a day or two, but then mystical bliss took over and I gave that up pretty quick! And remaining is only a prayer of love and utter gratitude and - Waaheguru.